It's has Been Sometimes...

hello...!!!
true rite?? --it's has been sometimes since my last entry...
frankly speaking--too many things that i wanted to say, but--hmm, time constraint!!!
seriously...
in fact, i did try to register "mobile blogger"~ ~ since i have BB (my new gadget  :D)
but, unfortunately after few registration emails sent- its still FAILED!!! i do not know where it goes wrong, but i'll figure it out some time later ( perhaps)--please note the word: TRY and SOME TIME LATER
so, what do i have in mind??? to name a few (so that i myte take it as keynotes later):

a) MRM in Malacca

b) A tribute to the men in my life

c) My braces--spot the difference!!

d) My world as a HOS - before and after
e) Recap of 2009

uhhh--- banyaknya!!! wonder, do i really have ample time to write all those things?? if i could only have a software that able to convert my speech into words, it'd be fantastatic!!! agak2, is it possible if i ask my FYP students to do it~hehehehhehe

Recently, my family had an emergency. My mom a.k.a CIK is having hypo-glisemic. Hypo-glisemic is a condition whereby our body glucose is lower than normal level. Just to share, normal glucose level is between 5.6-7 (depends before or after meal). But, Cik's glucose was at 3.7 and down to 2.3 the next day. Hypo glisemic is much danger compare hyper-glysemic since the patient could faint. and its happen to Cik. It's our family first experience and from my sisters' story, my dad was panicked! kejap pakai baju, kejap bukak baju, tak tau nak buat apa, kata my sis. and my bro, just sat on the stairs watching...  ( wish i was there, but actually i just went back from kg masa tuh! *sigh*)

Alhamdulillah (seriously bersyukur sangat2!!!), after few jabs of glucose, she started to regain consciousness. and now, starts to recover. Though, she is still weak, but from her voice, I know (and pray) she'll get well soon.. AMINNN!

This experience teaches me a lot! The most important, it made me realizes that my parents are too old enough and it's my turn to take of them. Since, am the only one who is still single (and available), i do seriously feel that it is my rensponsibility!!! so, oppa n omma, wait for me!!! I'll be back~insya Allah!
From this, i've made few conclusions and decisions, though it's not an easy one, but I think, at this hour, at this time, this is the best!

Things that I've realized??
i) Please do appreciate our parents while they are still alive. I want my time to be spent with them. I did ask them to move to KL, hehhehe~ but old folks vs KL??? dont think so!
ii) I love my work in current company. I mean, its not a million-monthly-salary job, but I want to develop my career here. I once said that: I wont stay here forever, but if I were to resign, at least I want to have a doctorate with a senior lecturer status!
iii) Perhaps, it's not my rezeki yet to further my study abroad. During my SPM days, to go for overseas was a big NO-NO. so, from there, I didn't apply for any overseas scholarship.
iv) Then, for my masters, another issue came up. it had to do with company policy bla bla bla. so, eventually, i had my masters done by part time
v) Last but not the least, my PhD---- for this time being, lets just be a secret for me. what do i plan.If it is meant to be that way, that it shall be... Apa2 pon, saya redha dan terima. Because, apa yang penting?? KERJAAAASAMA! hahhahaha, no lah! Of course, the first and foremost, my parents. And i am surely confident that, only ALLAH knows the BEST for us! and HE does have the BEST planning for me. insya Allah.

...boleh jadi engkau menyukai sesuatu tetapi ia tidak baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi engkau tidak menyukai sesuatu sedang ia baik untukmu..Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui' (Al-baqarah:216)...

* dont like dis pic-- me looks so gumux!!!*

my beloved mum (baju kelawar biru)

oke--cukuplaa ek... ku mao mandi.. sorry for the long entry-but,again, who cares, huh??? ;)